I'm not angry or upset at you guys but when I posted that journal a couple of days ago I expected at least one or two of you to a least said something, don't get me wrong I don't expect you to comment on everything I upload but for that one I was expecting something.

now with me being autistic I've got thought's going through my head now about this and aren't going away any time soon because of how personal it was.

As I said I'm not angry or upset, its just thought's going through my head that's all, maybe its just that I'm still "mentally scar-ed" from that experience who knows.

also please don't feel sad about this, you'll make me feel sad too.